10.11.07

march (2003? 2004? : the first.

∞ i think i need a new language. everyone has a language, right? you have your vocabulary for every subject...the combined arts being one of the largest. science, that is a big one. wonder which would win in a fight to the death. tyson might have the answer. he got the action, he got the motion, well the boy can play. dedication, devotion. turning on the nighttime into the day. the walk of life, dire straights. but what i started was vocab, language. lets make it a project to use the more ambiguous vocab from our regular world and give it meaning in a new language. not just slang and not just new definitions for old words (but yeah, a lot of that)- whole new shit too. its harder than you think. we've all got a few words of our own. i am going to start a dictionary page, ok? send me ideas and words at your leisure { by e- or snail-mail } and i will be sure to add, comment, post asap.

∞ i'm trying to think more of myself. its time to be an active influence in my own future- to a greater extent. i have been with my family on tha farm for two nights. the first night driving back from work i nearly ran over a cat. this evening on my way back, i just missed a bunny. i can't help feeling like tomorrow i am going to destroy something and that i should begin to prepare myself. and preparing myself, i will develop a neuro-pathway that had begun some time ago, but was stunted when i stopped driving as much. my real concern lies with a more important pathway under which there is an urgency, a time limit, that cannot help but be heeded. move forward, doll. i'm trying.

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